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Never Forget the Way We Were Chap. 5 Pt. 4

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**Story here** So so so sorry for the late upload!!! VMA's were on and then my friend called right when I sat down to wright and then i had catch up on another series. Sorry. Anyways here it is. Beth's POV: *still flashback* After school that day I walked my usual route home. Always walking past the one building I hated the most. Promised myself never to walk in their. I felt like someone was walking behind me but I never saw anyone. When I got to the one building I stopped and turned towards it. I put my hand on my stomach and thought deeply about this. The only person that knew I was pregnant was Nick. He was gone. So what else was their to do than this? I walked in and went to the front desk. I can't believe I am actually do this! God, please forgive me. After 2 hours, I came out of surgery into the waiting room to pay. That's right, I got an abortion. (AN: DON'T HATE ME!! I'M ALL AGAINST IT IN REAL LIFE BUT FOR YOU TO SHOW WHY SHE HATED NICK SO MUCH I NEEDED TO DO THIS!!! AGAIN IM SRRY! DONT HATE ME! PLZ!?) I felt horrible. This weight was on my shoulders and I had a feeling it would never come off. When I walked out of the building, there he stood. Tears in his eyes with shock on his face. I shook my head and started walking home again with tears streaming down my cheeks. What have I done? That was horrible. I just killed another living breathing human baby, MY BABY! I collasped to the ground and began crying. Its all Nick's fault. He got me pregenant, HE cheated on, HE hurt me, HE pushed me to extreme. With every little thought about him, it made me hate him more and more. I felt arms wrap around me, "It's gonna be alright." I looked up and it was Nick. I pushed him away with full force, "Leave me alone Jonas! If you haven't guessed it, we're over!" With that I stormed off again. I walked around the corner when I ran to some guy. I looked up from the ground, "Oh hey Nate. You seat at my lunch table and your in my World History class to, right?" He nodded. "Hey Elizabeth. Um, do you need me to walk you home? You look upset." I nodded and he walked with me home. He walked me up to my door and I saw Nick watching from a window at his house. "Thanks for walking me home." I said to Nate. "Hey, no problem." He said back. I gave him a hug and he left. I smiled. Maybe he would be better than Nick. I looked at Nick and saw tears in his eyes. He hurt me first and I'm NEVER going back. *end flashback* I'll tell you this right now, not a day goes by without me wishing I could go back in time and change those events. One big one would have been the abortion. The STUPIDEST thing I have EVER done in my life. Not a day goes by that I don't regret getting that abortion. I hated myself for it and now I am paying for it, I'm paying for out the butt, actually out the heart. My days just keep tearing piece by piece out of my heart. And the only person who could take me out of this sadness was Nick. "Passengers perpare for landing." I sighed and turned towards Jess, Lexi, and Gabby. I woke them up and got out stuff together. Once we got off the plane we got our bags and went to my cousin Ruby's house. I loved her and I think she was the only other person that I had told the story I jsut remembered. Oh how I wish to turn back time. But this is real life NOT a fairy tale. Ok so that's it for tonight and that's it for Chap 5. Finally!! lol! Anyways, tell me what you think and Comment, Rate, Subcribe!! ~Peace, Love, Nick Jonas~

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